Saturday, January 19, 2008

Confused

I'm going through a rough time right now. I'm not sure who i am anymore. I keep thinking that I'm someone, but then a wonder whether it's truly me. I went through a depression stage of my life not long ago and since then i dont have a clue about what im doing. Maybe ive been away from my friends for a bit long. Im not sure anymore. I just feel useless. Sometimes i cant explain what im feeling. Sometimes i get really angry and i dont know why im feeling it. I'm just really confused and i feel helpless because i cant do anything about it. I hate this!!!

Thursday, January 3, 2008

It's Me Against The World

Don't you just hate it when sometimes you think that the world is out to get you? Maybe you're just having a bad day. Or maybe it's karma that's getting to you.

For me, almost everyday is a bad day. Maybe it's karma. Maybe its just me. But i think that it's mostly the people around me. I get called names and hurt really bad by my family. But at least i know that most of my friends are always there for me. Sometimes they are hard on me. Sometimes they are well going. But they are always there. Even though a few can get on my nerves sometimes, they are still my friends. They are probably fed up with me complaining. But Ive learnt that it gets worse if you keep all your problems inside all the time. Sometimes it's just better to talk to someone.

That's pretty much what I'm trying to tell people in this. Your true friends will always be there for you no matter what happens. They are the ones that you will always be able to trust and to count on when things go wrong. Your true friends are the ones that will never let you down. So when you have something on your mind or something is really bothering you, just remember that you can tell your friends. It's much better than bottling it up and then having the possibility of suffering from depression.

Love Rach