Thursday, November 8, 2007

My crush

My crush. I know that i like him and he supposivly likes me. But he flirts with other girls. Why does he do it when he likes me??? He's so freaking annoying.

When i'm alone with him, he's really nice and he cares about my feelings. But as soon as he's with friends he's a total jerk. When i hug my mates, i get into trouble because i'm a 'traitor'. But its a different story with him. If he hugs his friends and flirts with other girls he just thinks i'm complaining. Then he wonders whats wrong. I try to tell him but he wont listen. He just ignores me. Its SO annoying.

Boys are so freaking complicated.

Luv Rach

Love

Gee, what to say about love. Well you sometimes it drives you mad. But you know that you can't live without it. There are many types of love. Loving your family and friends. Loving hobbies. Or loving the opposite sex.
All this is cool but as soon as you cant have it you get depressed. Well i get depressed. I know that i cant live without love. It's something thats just part of me. And when guys hurt me it just tears me apart. I'm sure that it tears everyone about when they lose someone they love. It tears you inside out. Losing something is never easy. Whether it be family, friends, animals or boyfriends.
Breaking up with someone is just as hard to cope with. The term 'dumped' i think is a bit harsh. Why not say 'breaking-up' instead. Breaking up with someone isn't ever going to be nice but if you say it nicely things wont turn out to be as bad as they sound.
But as the saying goes about guys: 'You cant live with them, But you cant live without them.'

Luv Rach

Boy Friends

Dont you just hate it when boyfriends act totally different when they're with their friends? Why cant they just act normally around girlfriends? Although to them i suppose it's normal. When you let them know they suddenly get defensive and say that we're just complaining. What is with that? Guys have no clue at all.

I think that they feel they need to act cool all the time. Deep down they still like their loved ones. They just dont want to show it. Or maybe their friends pressure them into thinking that they're something they're not. Guys can be so complicated sometimes. Don't you just wish that they would just act normal all the time? Boys can be so complicated sometimes. Dont you just want to rip your hair out sometimes?

But your close 'boy' friends are the ones to keep. These are the guys that can be life long friends. The ones who stick up for you and bash someone if they hurt you. The ones you can share secrets with and trust with personal information. These are the guys that i love the best.

Peace Out
Rachel a.k.a - The Dragon Master