Elly the annoying jk

My friend elly says that i dont blog enough. Well guess what elly, im blogging now :)

Ta-dahh

Confused

I'm going through a rough time right now. I'm not sure who i am anymore. I keep thinking that I'm someone, but then a wonder whether it's truly me. I went through a depression stage of my life not long ago and since then i dont have a clue about what im doing. Maybe ive been away from my friends for a bit long. Im not sure anymore. I just feel useless. Sometimes i cant explain what im feeling. Sometimes i get really angry and i dont know why im feeling it. I'm just really confused and i feel helpless because i cant do anything about it. I hate this!!!

It's Me Against The World

Don't you just hate it when sometimes you think that the world is out to get you? Maybe you're just having a bad day. Or maybe it's karma that's getting to you.

For me, almost everyday is a bad day. Maybe it's karma. Maybe its just me. But i think that it's mostly the people around me. I get called names and hurt really bad by my family. But at least i know that most of my friends are always there for me. Sometimes they are hard on me. Sometimes they are well going. But they are always there. Even though a few can get on my nerves sometimes, they are still my friends. They are probably fed up with me complaining. But Ive learnt that it gets worse if you keep all your problems inside all the time. Sometimes it's just better to talk to someone.

That's pretty much what I'm trying to tell people in this. Your true friends will always be there for you no matter what happens. They are the ones that you will always be able to trust and to count on when things go wrong. Your true friends are the ones that will never let you down. So when you have something on your mind or something is really bothering you, just remember that you can tell your friends. It's much better than bottling it up and then having the possibility of suffering from depression.

Love Rach

My Big Bro's

My brothers are the best in the world. They might not be blood related to me but they help me through EVERYTHING. From guy problems to family problems, right down to the littlest thing you could think of. They help me through everything. And they're great to talk to.

Damo for example is ALWAYS there for me at school. I've been able to turn to him whenever i get stuck at school. Even outside of school he's great to talk to. I couldn't imagine not being friends with him. Talking with him is awesome because we always have a topic. Whether its play station games or pies, he's great.

Byron is another one of my brothers. I probably trust him the MOST out of all of my brothers. I can tell him anything in the world and he'll keep it to himself. Whenever i need him, he's always there for me. And what's even cooler, I'm always there for him. I look up to him with a lot of things. And although he used to saturate me after EVERY athletics meet, we've become the best mates i could ever wish for.

I've always wanted an older brother. I'm the eldest in my family and the only brother i have is an 8 year old freak. I've never had anyone there to look out for me and be there 24/7. Appart from my friends. But they can't be there for me 24/7. I've always found it really cool to have a brother that i can talk to and that will be there for me. Although i want one really bad, my non-blood-related brothers are the best ever!

Journalists

I think that articles about celebs gone wrong are mainly the blame of them going wrong. If you get what im saying. Yes they may have cracked under pressure, and some of them supposivly do the most stupidest things. It's the journalist's fault. In my oppinion they should leave all the celebs alone and let them get their lives back on track. The articles are sometimes why celebs crack under preassure. You gotta feel sorry for them sometimes. People enphisise things too much these days. Most of the things in the newspaper arn't the full story. People only tell half the story to make it sound more interesting.

Sticking To Something

Sticking to something you want may pay off in the long run. And sometimes it doesn't. As for me i stuck to one person for months even though he didn't. We still arn't back together, but we are really close friends. It's better than what we were before. He wouldn't talk to me for ages. But now we're good so I'm happy. I'm bored and cant think of much to say, that's why i keep repeating myself.
He comes round to my house sometimes to check on me. It was great in a thunderstorm the other night. Everyone knows that I'm so scared of thunderstorms. He came over in the pouring rain to check on me. He was drenched by the time he got here. We sat and talked for hours. Every time lightning flashed, he'd hug me and put his hands over my eyes so that i didn't have to see it. It was really sweet.
Sticking to things you want can be hard and frustrating sometimes, especially when it's really hard to get. But it pays off in the long run.

People who thinks they're so cool when they bag other people

Some people find it amusing to mock people, call them names and hurt them. They think that its being big. Well the truth is that these bullies are small and weak. It does not make you big when you pick on people. Sometimes it can hurt them really bad inside and can sometimes lead to suicides. But some people have bed pasts that they want to forget or maybe they need to talk about them. But it can really hurt people. So those sort of bullies should stop while they're ahead. Just so people know my uncle's a cop and he told me that you can get charged big money for any type of bullying because its a type of harrasment